at times like this i look around... and i have everything i'd ever want. an amazing sorority, the best of friends, a great life... and then i ask myself why i waste so much time with the wrong people doing the wrong things? i'm really gonna step my game up. if not for myself..for my mom. she gave me life and everything in it that i have today. she's puting me thru school, paying for my sorority... loving me unconditionally. at the very least i owe it to her to do the best i can when she worked so hard to give me this life i lead. and im not gonna let her down. <3 im a shitty ass daughter but i realized that i love her with all my heart and imma step it up...
i'm high.. on life. i think it's safe to say i've never been happier thus far... <3 i love my friends.. and my sophmore year :)
i do however, need to stop wasting time with the bad boys... but at the end of the day, i always find myself thinking about him... and how much i miss him and how we completed each other... i really thought he was the one and for real i've never been so sprung on anyone... i wonder if he's been thinking about me...
Wednesday, 06 August 2008
life is unpredictable and tough. i feel like this whole weekend has hit me with shit, one after another, like bullets. i felt like crying, i felt like breaking down. and i felt like my life was just falling apart. but i'm a survivor. and we will get through this. i love my mom.
i adore himmm and miss him. <3
Sunday, 06 July 2008
straight up blood that's my type thugged out from the hood that's what i like ;]
i love my friends soooo much <3 we have too much fun together... summer is absolutely crazy. ;]
Wednesday, 18 June 2008
sexy. hot. tall.
dark. handsome. ghetto but smart. confident but a gentleman. level
headed and funny as hell. that's my perfect guy. and i think i just met
him. well... lets not get our hopes up. but im likin... :D
